30th august

what's the most hurtful thing?
what will then make you tear on the spot?
what will make you keep thinking
until you just can't concentrate?
what will make you miss the person so much
yet you just don't want to see the person again?
what will you make you keep
looking to the future,
knowing that you will see nothing?

I thought I've learned my lesson
but the fact is, I haven't
here I am
trying my best not to think about it
but you're influencing me
wrong, it just feels so wrong

nothing beats a loved one leaving

lengshan; weird weird auntie and soya bean