Saturday, December 19, 2009
:)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA i seriously think that we should start laughing everyday since God gave us an amazing day to begin with everyday! felt that i have missed out so much in life especially the people. this year's rhema is super different from last year. last year i totally enjoyed the games and definitely with ya. oh well this year's rhema, i seriously think the workshop speakers did an awesome job about impacting their audience cause i felt it and i really did learnt from it. thank God for these people :) another bunch of people are those who are so dear to me. firstly it was grace who i know that i can always count on her with all my sorrows, complains and stupidity but knowing that at the end of the day she still accept the way i was. indeed having someone believed in you is the greatest thing one can ever receive. also, thank God for her, for showing me a totally different light of seeing things and next bringing me to a whole new level of a lifestyle which i am faithfully going to embark in. hopefully i would always remember her words and live out my new life. God has really spoken to me through her and i am really thankful for that. :) secondly is joanne, hardly calls her honeypi nowadays cause she doesn't really seem to respond haha..we catch (like literally) a movie planet 51 and i could still hear her words ringing in my mind,"so many people wanna watch movie with me also cannot ok!" haha she's so weird. i got to spend time with her and that time is really precious :) thirdly was elo! my super weird random cutie friend! love her to the max, and i love her smile, a smile which only she can do and a smile that would make me smile no matter how horrible my day is HAHA :) and the funny thing about her in this rhema is her contribution to games day 2! she didn't even help to throw the wet tissue BUT she said she contributed by talking to the game marshal to distract her from counting her mistakes! HAHA how lovely can she get man.. she just so rock. its really sad that she didn't sign up for REAL cause i am sure she would enjoy and benefit from it but its too late.. how i wish i had convinced her more though at the last day i was still persuading her before i handed my application to pastor. :( i really wanna spend my jan and feb with her, us three walking together hand in hand STC. i am sure God would have other things in mind for her. haha so many things cropped up like i was so sleepy and tired and took a nap before meeting elvina and in the end also because of the slow printer, i was late and has made her wait for me for super long.. :( i was super lethargic and very sleepy so usually i would wanna kill someone but i was in a super good mood! haha today's a happy day! :) thank God :)
Thursday, December 3, 2009
3rd dec 2009
yes today is the day, today is the day. everything is over. one of my worse exams are over and i couldn't be happier! went to watch case 39 and its almost like the orphan which is a pretty scary but interesting show. its a thought-provoking day. many things i've missed out and these happen to be the things that i really care.
cell girls. after talking to someone who was once a CM, I realised how badly I failed being one myself. come to think of it, neither was I a good co-CM. but thankfully for God's grace, He has given me really wonderful girls who I would never thought that we could clique so well, especially elvina and tiffy. three years apart but God has surprised me with them and I am really thankful for them. serving was tough when I not only have to manage the people under me but also with the skills that a leader should possess but the two of them really made it easier and make this route of mine a lot happier. as long as I'm still in r-age with them, I will make sure that they would always have a listening ear and with my best abilities, I will ensure that they won't be alone.
you. I am really speechless when it comes to you. sometimes I really wish you could pop up when I turn my head to the right but its impossible. but yet, I won't wanna see you when the time's possible cause I wouldn't know what to say to you. all I would say is, too bad you've forgotten. people just need to be constantly cared for. I'm sorry.
family. hard in our situation for us to stay close, literally. It takes effort I know, and the world no matter whether its work or people, has separated us. busy has took all three of us away. I will try my very best to compensate what we have lost.
saltshakers. today when I met annabelle and ivan with elo, when I saw ivan, its when I know that somehow I don't have the same feeling like what I felt a year ago. suddenly I feel like I dunno them as saltshakers but as individuals. though after service I would run to them and spend some time with them but unknowingly, I have referred to them as joanne, elsa, charlene, ivan, aaron, josh, russell, jess, hilary and kenneth, no longer saltshakers. I hardly even see cheryl now. how I wish I could turn the clock back to a year ago, when we are still so close, have the same tune and share the same self-active living testimony. I miss them terribly I realised. I will make the effort for us to be together again, I would.
elo. though I've known her like real long, four years, but its only today then I realise how much she has changed, grew. sometimes I feel that we can talk about anything but at times, I know that we still aren't close yet, not to the point when she would flare up at or complain to me. she's a really special girl and friend who amazes me with her answers and maturity. this friendship is one that I would never want to give up cause I dunno why its when she is around then I feel accepted and know that she would understand. I will make sure this friendship grows.
ya. half of the time, we cliqued perfectly. the other half, either one of us is polar bear or penguin, one at north and the other at south pole. actually what I realised is that most of the conflicts that we've had are due to the fact that we cared for each other and don't wanna lose each other. there is really no room for comparison and nothing to compare at all cause God is the centre of our friendship to begin with, to continue from any point and at the ending line. without any words, we knew we can never lose each other and yes, just each other's presence is really all that we need. I will never let us go and I am glad that we faced As together cause its one of the toughest time.
lengshan; always a saltshaker
cell girls. after talking to someone who was once a CM, I realised how badly I failed being one myself. come to think of it, neither was I a good co-CM. but thankfully for God's grace, He has given me really wonderful girls who I would never thought that we could clique so well, especially elvina and tiffy. three years apart but God has surprised me with them and I am really thankful for them. serving was tough when I not only have to manage the people under me but also with the skills that a leader should possess but the two of them really made it easier and make this route of mine a lot happier. as long as I'm still in r-age with them, I will make sure that they would always have a listening ear and with my best abilities, I will ensure that they won't be alone.
you. I am really speechless when it comes to you. sometimes I really wish you could pop up when I turn my head to the right but its impossible. but yet, I won't wanna see you when the time's possible cause I wouldn't know what to say to you. all I would say is, too bad you've forgotten. people just need to be constantly cared for. I'm sorry.
family. hard in our situation for us to stay close, literally. It takes effort I know, and the world no matter whether its work or people, has separated us. busy has took all three of us away. I will try my very best to compensate what we have lost.
saltshakers. today when I met annabelle and ivan with elo, when I saw ivan, its when I know that somehow I don't have the same feeling like what I felt a year ago. suddenly I feel like I dunno them as saltshakers but as individuals. though after service I would run to them and spend some time with them but unknowingly, I have referred to them as joanne, elsa, charlene, ivan, aaron, josh, russell, jess, hilary and kenneth, no longer saltshakers. I hardly even see cheryl now. how I wish I could turn the clock back to a year ago, when we are still so close, have the same tune and share the same self-active living testimony. I miss them terribly I realised. I will make the effort for us to be together again, I would.
elo. though I've known her like real long, four years, but its only today then I realise how much she has changed, grew. sometimes I feel that we can talk about anything but at times, I know that we still aren't close yet, not to the point when she would flare up at or complain to me. she's a really special girl and friend who amazes me with her answers and maturity. this friendship is one that I would never want to give up cause I dunno why its when she is around then I feel accepted and know that she would understand. I will make sure this friendship grows.
ya. half of the time, we cliqued perfectly. the other half, either one of us is polar bear or penguin, one at north and the other at south pole. actually what I realised is that most of the conflicts that we've had are due to the fact that we cared for each other and don't wanna lose each other. there is really no room for comparison and nothing to compare at all cause God is the centre of our friendship to begin with, to continue from any point and at the ending line. without any words, we knew we can never lose each other and yes, just each other's presence is really all that we need. I will never let us go and I am glad that we faced As together cause its one of the toughest time.
lengshan; always a saltshaker
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