CNY day 2! =)

yay!! woke up and i felt so sleepy.. haha but thank God ian didn't kick me or sth if not i think i wouldn't have slept so peacefully.. then rush the three little pigs to do kumon then the whole morning cum afternoon we just keep playing 99! haha "eien" and " mr wel" and i keep killing then skip the kill and etc..!! haha our record was king, jack, king, jack, jack, king! so funny lah! simply love the 2 of them so much! then my second line cousins came, they were 4 boys and i seriously think that the third one looks like your brother but too bad his name is david.. haha..

then i went to charlene's house to meet the saltshakers who only joanne, russell, elsa, josh and char of course came.. =(so sad.. anyway char house was so super big and nice! looks super like hotel man! then we played "i have never" at char's place and everyone of us just keep aiming joanne!! haha! so lame and funny man! and our drinks were green tea followed by chocolate milk which joanne hates it! haha! anyway char has a younger brother whose name is andrew and he is so cute! cause suddenly he came up to us with the camera hanging around his neck and he asked if we wanted to take picture! haha the way he ask is so adorable and seriously he looks like a mini caleb! haha okay after which shortly we went joanne's house! but sadly char didn't go.. =( we took 190 there then cab from chua chu kang interchange cause joanne who looks like she is wearing stilts doesn't want to walk haha.. so after we reached her house, we taught russell how to play mahjong and then the four of us, elsa, joanne, russell and i played! yay! but elsa soon had to go of so joanne and i sent her to the mrt there.. and the walk there was like super dark and joanne and i ended off brisk walking back to her house lah.. on the way there, both of them were like complaining how much they are so restricted by their parents.. hmmm this is when i realised that i am very blessed.. so after we went back, joseph came and then we four played mahjong then bridge.. cause russell didn't know how to play then so we taught him.. haha the second round russell got the bid and the triumph shape was spade and then he called an Ace heart as his partner and joseph was just so shocked lah! haha so obviously its him! haha!!! then next we played "anus" taitee..haha their way of playing is so weird.. its like head, stomach, rectum and anus which is like so gross can.. and sth really weird happen.. when russell shuffled, he kept cursing my cards and then when i looked at my cards i had like less than 5 points so he would have to reshuffled again! then the second time its the same again! thats like so unfortunate for him man! so first round joanne then me then russell then joseph who was the anus so while he was giving out the cards, he "blessed" the card on my deck a 3, and it really did came out as a 3 lah! haha joseph really got the gift of prophecing man! haha then while we were going back home.. joanne went toilet, so i asked where is her room and joseph pointed and i walked in.. her room is like super messy lah!! haha but well.. then sth super super duper duper funny happen lah!!!!!!! haha it was so funny that we kept laughing and laughing and laughing non-stop man!!!!!!! haha it was an awesome night! but sadly school starts tmr.. =(

thot you would but well.. next time!

CNY day 1

it was so awesome!! =) first i went to my mummy there to bai nian then went to gan die's house for family gathering! we walked to buy kfc back then i taught them how to play 99 and went to ah ma house. she is so poor thing lah.. she gave me the "she's alone" and i felt so sorry.. somemore she also complained that she has headache.. hai.. next we took mrt to ah ma house..haha on the way, i suddenly realised how much wei siang had grown, for the better. he has become really more mature man! so proud to see that! =) we then came to ah ma house and played 99 again! haha we just keep killing one another and keep saying sorry to our victims!!! haha!! so lame lah! at night so many of us went to mac cause mummy is treating us to ice cream! the ppl who are yi, kor, chinyi, weisiang, jiayi, ian, anne, joel, johan, andrea and me! while we were on the way there..we saw roney! he is so cute and excited when he saw so many kids! haha then at macs we had a huge order and we just sat down to chill and chat and crack jokes which are super funny lah! haha..then we went to yi po's house and then went downstairs the badminton court there to play sparkles! so fun man! =) haha then the six of us slept together which is like super squezzy but haha we really had alot of fun shouting and screaming! awesome! really thank the Lord for cousins! they totally make my day! =)

well.. after which like around 12.20 you called.. dunno why i just had the feeling that i just wanna keep talking to you.. but we only talked shortly.. =( haha.. cannot wait..

To Know Your Name

The precious blood of Jesus redeems
Forgiven I'm alive restored set free
Your majesty resides inside of me
Forever i believe forever i believe
Arrested by Your truth and righteousness
Your grace has overwhelmed my brokenness
Convicted by your spirit led by Your word
You love will never fail Your love will never fail

I know Your gave
The world Your only son for us
To know Your name
To live within the Saviour's love
He took my place
Knowing He'll be crucified
You loved and
You loved a people undeserving

its such an awesome song which really shows how much we are being saved by God's grace and mercy and how much He loves us..

affection for God

you should have just went for the service today! everything that you needed, answers to why you are feeling this way were all answered by pastor ronald today. you told me your story yesterday and after that sermon, i must really tell you how much God loves you and that He has never forget or forsake you. He is always there watching over you and He is always taking care of you. through this sermon, you must really know that the Lord takes good care of you in every single way. will always be praying for you my dear.. =)

oh another thing..its about twelf cell..i attended honeypi's cell and the cell was quite huge, has a total strength about 15? joel and ian were there too! =) and i am very surprised!! joel actually knew quite a number of bible stories and he answered them really well! so proud of him man! okay initially the cell was pretty quiet but near to the end, minyang shared about the end times and also about loving God. he gave analogy, if your best friend or someone really close to you were to ask you out but you were halfway completing level 13 on your psp game. imagine what if you were to ask the person to hold on until you completed it? this shows that you love the psp more than that person. he also gave us some time to think of this question: what do you think about the second coming of Jesus? issit good or bad? why good or why bad? it really makes me pondered alot..for me, i am afraid that i might get left behind..then he said that in this case, we should do sth about it.. then for some people, they feel that the nearing of the second coming of Jesus is not a good thing. why? because they want to go university, get married, have a stable career, travel around, enjoy life etc..hence this shows that they love the worldly affairs and materials more than Jesus. are you like the case above? do you love Jesus more or the worldly desires more?
actually its just all about your choice.. how much do you love God, to the extent that you are willing to sacriface everything for Him?

saltshakers-third cell (worship and thank God always)

oh man!!! in the morning i was like totally in pain and seriously dont wish to go for even the reunion cell lunch. but then i had to cause i am the one buying the lao yu sheng. suppose to meet them at lakeside at 1 but i was half an hour late cause i was busy packing my room and really have difficulty walking. then we went to joanne house downstairs the pavillion there to sit and chill, played 99 and order macs. haha its really funny ordering macs!! i was the one who called. then after we ordered, the order was quite fast and it came real soon. when the delivery came, we realised that we were short of my small ice lemon tea so ivan suggest that we called them back and demand our drink. but yet.. they make me wait for 4 mins plus.. arghhh my phone bill... =( i kinda just make a comment and told them that its 4 mins already then ivan took the phone and was like scolding them so solemnly like "do you know how much time we have waited? it is the phone bill you know and i am very dissatisfied with your service...". i felt so guilty and bad lah!! then russell and joanne was just like laughing can!! and i tried to tell ivan not to be so bad but he didn't relent!! okay but i think it was quite funny too.. then joseph came and it started to drizzle and we went to his house for cell. and halfway through when we were doing worship, the delivery came and elsa and ivan couldn't have full-time worship.. =( okay then ivan taught daniel lesson 3. after which cause ivan and elsa didn't have time for worship in the end we did a after-cell worship!!! and it was so awesome and nice! cause russell which has a very nice guitar he says was just playing random songs.. we sang shine Jesus shine first cause joanne wants it. then russell just randomly played from the inside out and it was so beautiful.. just worshipping the Lord in such a manner. then i requested for to know Your name and it was so nice.. so fantastic.. ivan love that song in the past too he said and lastly we sang i adore which brings the worship to a great and wonderful end. =) this worship is really really really nice..i think next time we should have it more often lah!! hahaha josh suggested that we should just have worship for cell! =) oh and uncle dave came into the room! then i suddenly remembered that he was joseph's father!!! hahaha he's really funny.. then we ended cell by teaching joanne how to play "i've got peace like a river" with the left hand and with two hands! hahaha and josh honeypi and i managed to finish the whole song eh!!! wah we are simply pros.. but all honour to God since He is the one who created our hands! =) oh haha and russell's new name is russella since all the rest of the CMs have an a in our name except him haha..then we went downstairs to lao yu sheng and then took a very funny photo hahaha.. today's cell is really awesome! just love the saltshakers so deeply..!!! =) God is really awesome and i feel really blessed to have saltshakers by God... thank You Lord for giving me saltshakers.. =)

YOUR GLORY GOES BEYOND ALL FAME =)
i was the one who broke it, but SALTSHAKERS are the ones who mend it =)

help from God

we had a long chat.. really long.. thru that chat you told me that you are heartless, you were immune and that you were not touched by Christ redemptive work. it is okay, because i am sure this is what the devil is trying to put you into. i am really worried and speechless when you said all these things to me because i have never had friends who weren't touched by Christ redemptive work, furthermore you even believed that He died for you. pray, keep PUSHing-Pray Until Something Happens and i only can tell you my experiences to in a way help you. you also told me that you are happy when you see other christians being blessed by God but you didn't want that in you. never give up, dont care about why some people are so passionately raising their hands to worship the Lord but you didn't have that feeling. dont care why you couldn't feel God. this is when faith comes in. God puts you in this test just to test your perseverance. then persevere! for when you succeeded, you can feel this amazing joy in your heart given by our heavenly Father's mercy and grace. i care for you my girl, and really dont wish to see you turning away from God. God please help her.. i dunno how to comfort or give her any solution too. pray that the Lord will give you troubles in your life that you can learn to lean on Him. =) Lord, help her to be touched by Your love.. =)

family

on thu i in a way pon pe... =( cause my pe class only have two classes, my class and the other unknown class. the ppl from my class only happens to be only 3 persons and because lynn has maths test later so she said that she wont want to go for the test in a sweaty state hence she didn't go for pe..so left eunice and i.. at first we dunno our class but we just went to change. we then saw our class people in the toilet but after we came out, they were all gone and realise that they were running already!! we were so puzzled, somemore we didn't see our pe teacher. so we just waited there and in our hearts we really dread pe and were extremely reluctant to go. so we just took this excuse that we couldn't find the teacher so we went off. but in my heart, i felt so guilty.. =( okay then i went to ps to meet my three little pigs and ah hua yiyi and ian who joined us later on. she suggested we go watch movie so we watched inkheart which was quite nice.. hahaha i gave credit for brenda fraser cause i simply love his shows yay! =) going out with the five of them is really nice... =) dunno why also but i just love to spend endless random time with my family.. they are really so dear to me, so much that everytime i see them, i would wanna hug and kiss them.. the kids are simply God's creation, so awesome, so perfect.. after that i went to meet ah gong and ya and i was late for half an hour lor... wah the bus took about 15 mins to come then the journey wasn't short either.. and i think ya was quite upset about it.. sry..we talked alot for dinner especially ya.. hahaha she has like a whole long script to recite. haha we went jack's place to eat and we agreed to GD but in the end ah gong paid everything! then we went to queensway shopping centre's mac to sit and talk hahaha about NYR. then after which we went home already.. the talks we had are truly awesome! haha hope to have more of these in future! =)

on fri.. i met ya and we went back to stc to visit ppl. but it seems like we were the only oldies who went back lah.. manage to see tiffanie, shobana, joyce, ms lee, mrs elangovan and mrs low but not tian hui! i miss tian hui so much! =) will come back to see my little girls on thu! yay! =) then we went to vivo to meet denise beatrice and phui to watch a movie. hahaha we decide and digress and decide and vote and digress to see whether we want to watch inkheart or love matters. the thing is phui dont want to watch inkheart and i watched before already so we both wanted to watch love matters instead. so in the end, our decision was based on a coin. we flipped and in the end we watched inkheart. haha its not so bad.. like brenda fraser! =) and because of certain reasons, i was super moody the whole night. then phui and i accompany ya to cell. when we reached church we saw estelle kenneth and matthew! i felt very emo so kenneth let me pen down my thots on the paper which really helps. i was like tearing already but i still managed to control cause didn't wanna break down in front of them mah.. and ya bought me choco pie thanks thanks! then i went home and saw my brother on the com. when i came into the room again, i saw him just listening to my music! that is like so awesome!!!!!!! =) cause he knows that the songs in my phone are all christian music! yay awesome God's awesome power has almost touched him! =) then i just sat there with him listening to the music.. =)

family is really important, i really wanna thank God for giving me such an awesome family.. =)

prayer for everything

has been so stressed lately..firstly, lets talk about school..ms ting scolded me on thu like crazy and keep harbouring on the fact that i was an appeal and that i will need to work extra hard for my schoolwork. but the fact is that i dont even have any time.. cca and ballet is like crashing me, let alone doing schoolwork and that happens to be extra work. FT was nice, except that i am very afraid if one day i am late for her lesson then i am bound to be scolded so "gou xue lin tou". she is very particular about punctuality so i really cannot afford to be late at all. but she's really nice as a CT, i will just laugh or giggle at her dramaness! and she reminds me of ms maggi lee, oh man.. i miss her so much.. as for ms kavi, she's very nice too, but i dunno why i would have this feeling that she would despise people so i will feel quite weird to speak up hence wont really dare to comment. ms feng my bio teacher is really soft.. i super cannot really hear her, and somemore sometimes she would ask us questions which she cannot answer, if not, some of the concepts she wont remember and would in a way seek our help. so hmmm, probably she didn't prepare before she teach us? i dunno.. okay next is mrs poon, our chem teacher! last year i was taught by her too, and in the past, she hardly smiles and was very monotone and not so intimate with us. but this year like very different cause she would frequently ask us if we understand and i realise that if i were to seriously listen to her when she teaches in class, i actually learnt alot! and its really alot! cool..haha its maths teacher's turn and i tell you he is awesome man!!! whenever he speaks i can understand everything he says and he looks abit like my ah gong, paternal side, and he has this very humble attitude which would really make me respect him as a teacher and the small small little actions and "or" that he says are very unique and very humourous and comical! so vivien and i would always look forward to his lesson. i think vivien simply adore him so much that she even volunteered to be the maths rep..haha hmmm okay overall, my teachers are really nice, but the stress comes in when i know that the homework that i have are piling up and its really scary..

okay next cca...........hai.. its really very tiring..dunno why also but like we keep doing the same steps over and over again..its really in a way boring so it becomes very tedious. but i love the warmups the most cause we get to do so many crunches and "static" was tough but effective i hope!

church! every sunday i would really be looking forward to worship, cause worshipping the Lord with my brothers and sisters in Christ has a really different feeling than my QT. somemore i will learn something from the sermon every sunday so i really enjoyed service! hai..but my beloved kor2 still refuses to come to church..hai.. i really want him to enjoy God's presence and His sovernity and most importantly His love for us.. hmmm just have to keep praying for him.. he and my mummy are the few ones who will make my heart break whenever i think that they have not accept Christ and that they anytime could be going to hell i dunno..

shash..i feel like so unplanned for this cell.. i must start doing sth.. my girls are really adorable and they really make my day always! but sometimes the attendance is quite saddening especially today.. we are suppose to have cell dinner to celebrate chinese new year but it turns out that none of the girls are available... =(

friends..hey ya.. its really not your fault that i am feeling so emo and down today k? its just me, i just wasn't feeling very well.. and dont compare with him.. its different.. you comfort, cheer, help, support me as a best friend, closest friend that i have ever had on earth. never give up on our friendship k! and never lose hope! hmmm recently i have been like really emo and stress with everything thats happening around me. but friends wise, you and elo are my priority and pray that nothing can change it..really hard. hey ya you are right, shouldn't let the people around me feel sad cause i am down! haha there's nothing to be sad about cause we are serving and having a relationship with the one and only great awesome almighty God! =)

saltshakers..i guess we can never go back to the way it was last year already.. its just different, and it can never be the same again..there are so many changes and its not like say we want to change means change. people go people come, and i think because of saltshakers, i have revealed the selfish side of myself. God hates sin, i love God, so i ought to hate sins, and selfishness is a sin, change it.

everything should just be turn to prayer. PRAYER SHOULD BE OUR FIRST RESOURCE AND NOT OUR LAST RESORT. =)

to YA and ELO =)

hey my two beloved dears!!! i am really glad that God gave us opportunities today to share with one another about our week during the leaders meeting lunch! =) well.. this is our As year and definitely all three of us shared the same stress no matter which school are we in..but haha elo told me sth which can help us to relieve stress, motivate us to "suffer" again in our books and laugh about it too!!
when you are suffering..
"THINK OF ELO/NICOLE/LENGSHAN WHO IS ALSO SUFFERING RIGHT NOW. YOU ARE NOT ALONE! =)"
elo also says that we are different from the people in our school as we are serving and working and studying because of the Lord and we also have responsibilities in our ministry.. haha elo is really cute.. =) hmmm talking about suffering.. i suddenly thought of sth which can apply to three of us too.. if you think you are suffering, think about the worst suffering (i am sure you two knows what is it) and then start studying again! also, when you are suffering, think of the image of God smiling down at us when He sees us working so hard as students! =)
i am sure this year will end VERY VERY VERY fast! looking forward to CHRISTMAS 09!

dedicated to ya and elo =)

true worshipper

today pastor ronald preach to us quite alot on things which can be referred to our life examples. as a christian, we gave God the legitimacy to our lives; every single part of it. what is the most humble position to express God's sovereignty? its actually simply lying down flat on the ground. phui see told me this once before, that pastor david lim would also worship God in such position. i thnk its not only humbling yourself to God but also showing to the world that He is sovereign and that He is everything that we ever needed.

what exactly is Jesus's purpose of coming down to this earth? His purpose is not exactly to die on the cross to save us but to fulfill God's purpose. His sole and most singnificant motivation is God and nothing else. and the purpose of us worshipping God is because of God's mercy and not because sometimes we can feel His presence or when God answers our prayers. we worship because of Jesus. in the past, i was quite concern about whether i can feel God or not. but today i feel that i am wrong, cause what if one day God were to take everything from me including His presence? then does that mean that i shouldn't worship the Lord? wrong attitude!!! SO OUR MOTIVATION SHOULD BE ON GOD TOO!!! also, pst ronald preach to us about what we look, see and watch. we as christians must be aware and careful of the things that we are looking, for the day that we were born-again, is the day which we have given every part of our body to God, our eyes. and i think i need to reflect about my life regarding this.. cause sometimes i will tend to be drawn to horror movies even though i am scared of them. so i should stop doing that!!! also the way we dress shouldn't be so scandily, as if the ultimate motive is to attract attention from the guys. hmmm sadly to say, some people around me, christians, aren't really appropriately dressed. they wore really short mini-skirts. our body belongs to God. it is an instrument of righteousness and its the temple of God too so we should really protect it!
YOUR EXTERNAL ACTIONS AND APPEARANCE REFLECT WHETHER YOU TRULY LOVE JESUS IN YOUR HEART!

when God tells us to do something, we shouldn't be arguing with Him or complaining that we NEED or HAVE to do it. but because we love Jesus, it is something which we would WANT to do! and because of this word and the incident about kelly which has been bothering me encourages me to go to the altar and seek God's forgiveness. i felt really happy and overjoyed after that! wah it really takes me quite alot of courage to go up there! haha it kinda brings me back to the past in bethel days, when going up to the altar seems like the trend. wah i really want to revisit there back again!!! i miss bethel and the people there!! huifang, xinyi, amanda and aretha! =) oh ya.. then the moment abi sat beside me, i just keep crying for no reason i guess.. haha.. and thks to phui and rachael who prayed for me! they were awesome! =) thk God for this two angels in my region; co-cm and rl.. =)

hmmm elo told me today that ya just have this calling about evangelism, but i dont think that is my calling so i really struggled with it when it comes to even start sharing. but because of this i am willing to go it all out for God again! a TRUE WORSHIPPER will do all that! =)

YOUR FEELING VS WILL OF GOD

if you obey God, sometimes you might feel pain.

but if you don't, the consequences you face might feel even more painful.

saltshakers-second cell (empower me)

it was really awesome!!! i have learnt so so so much!! hmmm i not only grow in the word of God through elsa, but also through some observations that i have learn some values which i feel need to be instilled in my heart. i went to ya's prize presentation today and it was really short.. thought names would be called but in the end it didn't. well anyway, we went to queenstown library to fetch elsa and coincidently met up with josh. so ah hua yiyi drove we four to my house. next we went to tiong to meet up with ivan, aaron and hilary. we had dinner then they all came back to my house again. on the way, elsa mention that she wanted to have the song "all in all" but i didn't know where were my worship song lists since they are all everywhere in my messy room. but guess what, in the end i found it!! praise the Lord! =) we sang one way, all in all and empower me. while we were singing one way, everyone was quite distracted but as we moved on to the second song we all have calmed down. i could still remember how this song empower me has touched my heart. the first time i sang it was during saltshakers secone cell worship last year and the whole day that song was just stucked in my head. i felt so overwhelmed with this song as it really speaks about how awesome God is. He is SO big, and i am SO small and unworthy of Him since i am a sinner, yet He still knows every of my joys, my needs and my super duper deep fears. He not only knows, He knows them better than anyone. because of this amazing love, then i can live as a CHILD OF GOD, victorious and free..! thank You Lord.. You are simply so amazing and kind to us..

well okay thats the end of worship, then we had lesson which was taught by elsa. she taught us lesson 2 of daniel. from the way she has spoken, i have learnt so much and i could really feel that God was speaking to us through her. even simple things like "this is how God shows His love to daniel in such grave situations". since i didn't have the talent of teaching, and i know that i could not run away from it as i will have to teach my shash girls, this is really a good opportunity to see God's name being exalted. i should really learn.. also, ivan now and then used examples from our daily lives to explain the point and that really makes the whole thing easier to understand and applicable to our lives! continue to serve the Lord in this area cause it is a gift from God! =)

today ya shared with me one thing that kenneth has shared with her: "if you are struggling in your christian walk, it shows that you are growing". that really comforts me alot in a way. and it straight away links to that day on friday. i sat on a bus as usual but this time i sat together with my old friend from nj. God asked me to share the gospel with her but i didn't relent! furthermore, i just keep arguing with God saying i dont want. i dunno what i am afraid of but i just dont have the courage to face rejection. i know that we would still be friends even if she were to reject me, but i scared i might go overboard. at times, i also dunno how to start and was really pondering whether or not should i just bring up the gospel. sometimes in nj i really felt so alone, as there is not even a single christian in my clinque and none of them stands on my side. this stand alone definitely did not spur me on to continue evangelising. so, i will feel super duper guilty when i failed to please God, when i failed to do what He tells me to do. the stress and guilt will simply overtook me. so everytime when i see christians around me bringing friends to church or actively trying to share the gospel, i would wonder why wasn't i like them? why did i hestitate? if you tell yourself that you will evangelise and you must, it is really easier said than done. actions must speak louder than words. this is also something which i have grasp when ya and i had a misunderstand last week. i think the only way out would be to seek God's help as only He has the power to change to me, break through all my defenses and EMPOWER me! =)

Thank You Lord for this amazing empowerment.. =)

shash-first cell

just now shash had cell at lucinda's house. but before that we met at anchorpoint at 6 but most people came late and the bus was delayed too. so by the time we reach lucinda's house it was like almost 7.30 already. cell was aimed to start at 6.30 but it was so seriously dragged until 7.30. hai.. but its okay..anyway lucinda's dog cherry was adorable and she's a white poodle.

anyway, for cell, we had worship then followed by thanksgiving and prayer request. actually its suppose to be the other way round but thought there's not enough time to do thksgiving and PR so i started off with worship first. felicia led worship and it ended soon, shorter than i expected. so naturally we had TG and PR. next i taught lesson, actually wanted to teach 2 lessons; overview of Daniel and the Fellowship but in the end only manage to do 1. well partially because i have no time, the other is cause i wasn't feeling so good on the inside. honestly, while i was teaching i felt so terrible, uncomfortable and burdened. its like as if its the world's most boring lesson ever. though the introduction is suppose to be dry but thats really not an excuse. somemore i still said sth incorrect like the people in the OT were christians but technically they are not you see as Christ had not come yet. while i was teaching i could feel myself simply reading from the worksheet and i just could not link from point to point, and didn't know how to carry on talking or teaching..the atmosphere was really awkward and everyone was like so bored.. it seems like my worst fears that i have imagined last year has become a reality. moreover, tracy had to call me 3 times and even russell had to call me 6 times for me to pick up the call to go fetch tracy. then i cause her to wait for like 15 mins below lucinda's block in the dark night, so sry to tracy.

oh ya.. grace was there during cell too, and i really wanna thank God for her.. while i was teaching and when we've had some awkward silence, she helped me to add in examples that could relate to the girls. the example came at the right moment and it was just so appropriate! i could never thank God enough for grace. and at the end she still encouraged me "good job!" even though i did a terrible job.. she really encourages me alot alot.. thks grace! i feel so blessed knowing that i can always count on you! =)

also, thk God for my shash girls.. they were really an awesome bunch of girls! they interact with one another and were really comfortable with one another! and i was pretty surprised that they actually listen. cause i thot that as i am only 2 years older than them, they might not listen to me. but when i ask them to stop watching, then they really stop. i was so taken aback. and the journey back home felt so warm and sweet, whereby everyone was enjoying the conversation that we all had! =)

hai..not only shash cell.. school stuff and ballet is really crashing over me. i feel so overwhelmed. dance practices, tough pe lessons, ballet twice cum difficult schoolwork, everything is coming down on me and i really feel so suffocated..hmmm i guess its in these times of crisis then i will learn to lean on the Lord and trust in Him more for He is sovereign still; He is always in control! just like how daniel had so much faith in the Lord, knowing that God can use the king of babylon, king nebuchadnezzar; a pagan king, to strengthen his faith through many many tests, i am sure God can also work the same miracles in me! =)

pray that things would get better as i seek God more, pray to God more and serve Him more.
FAITH; Forsake All I Trust Him