prayer for everything

has been so stressed lately..firstly, lets talk about school..ms ting scolded me on thu like crazy and keep harbouring on the fact that i was an appeal and that i will need to work extra hard for my schoolwork. but the fact is that i dont even have any time.. cca and ballet is like crashing me, let alone doing schoolwork and that happens to be extra work. FT was nice, except that i am very afraid if one day i am late for her lesson then i am bound to be scolded so "gou xue lin tou". she is very particular about punctuality so i really cannot afford to be late at all. but she's really nice as a CT, i will just laugh or giggle at her dramaness! and she reminds me of ms maggi lee, oh man.. i miss her so much.. as for ms kavi, she's very nice too, but i dunno why i would have this feeling that she would despise people so i will feel quite weird to speak up hence wont really dare to comment. ms feng my bio teacher is really soft.. i super cannot really hear her, and somemore sometimes she would ask us questions which she cannot answer, if not, some of the concepts she wont remember and would in a way seek our help. so hmmm, probably she didn't prepare before she teach us? i dunno.. okay next is mrs poon, our chem teacher! last year i was taught by her too, and in the past, she hardly smiles and was very monotone and not so intimate with us. but this year like very different cause she would frequently ask us if we understand and i realise that if i were to seriously listen to her when she teaches in class, i actually learnt alot! and its really alot! cool..haha its maths teacher's turn and i tell you he is awesome man!!! whenever he speaks i can understand everything he says and he looks abit like my ah gong, paternal side, and he has this very humble attitude which would really make me respect him as a teacher and the small small little actions and "or" that he says are very unique and very humourous and comical! so vivien and i would always look forward to his lesson. i think vivien simply adore him so much that she even volunteered to be the maths rep..haha hmmm okay overall, my teachers are really nice, but the stress comes in when i know that the homework that i have are piling up and its really scary..

okay next cca...........hai.. its really very tiring..dunno why also but like we keep doing the same steps over and over again..its really in a way boring so it becomes very tedious. but i love the warmups the most cause we get to do so many crunches and "static" was tough but effective i hope!

church! every sunday i would really be looking forward to worship, cause worshipping the Lord with my brothers and sisters in Christ has a really different feeling than my QT. somemore i will learn something from the sermon every sunday so i really enjoyed service! hai..but my beloved kor2 still refuses to come to church..hai.. i really want him to enjoy God's presence and His sovernity and most importantly His love for us.. hmmm just have to keep praying for him.. he and my mummy are the few ones who will make my heart break whenever i think that they have not accept Christ and that they anytime could be going to hell i dunno..

shash..i feel like so unplanned for this cell.. i must start doing sth.. my girls are really adorable and they really make my day always! but sometimes the attendance is quite saddening especially today.. we are suppose to have cell dinner to celebrate chinese new year but it turns out that none of the girls are available... =(

friends..hey ya.. its really not your fault that i am feeling so emo and down today k? its just me, i just wasn't feeling very well.. and dont compare with him.. its different.. you comfort, cheer, help, support me as a best friend, closest friend that i have ever had on earth. never give up on our friendship k! and never lose hope! hmmm recently i have been like really emo and stress with everything thats happening around me. but friends wise, you and elo are my priority and pray that nothing can change it..really hard. hey ya you are right, shouldn't let the people around me feel sad cause i am down! haha there's nothing to be sad about cause we are serving and having a relationship with the one and only great awesome almighty God! =)

saltshakers..i guess we can never go back to the way it was last year already.. its just different, and it can never be the same again..there are so many changes and its not like say we want to change means change. people go people come, and i think because of saltshakers, i have revealed the selfish side of myself. God hates sin, i love God, so i ought to hate sins, and selfishness is a sin, change it.

everything should just be turn to prayer. PRAYER SHOULD BE OUR FIRST RESOURCE AND NOT OUR LAST RESORT. =)