help from God

we had a long chat.. really long.. thru that chat you told me that you are heartless, you were immune and that you were not touched by Christ redemptive work. it is okay, because i am sure this is what the devil is trying to put you into. i am really worried and speechless when you said all these things to me because i have never had friends who weren't touched by Christ redemptive work, furthermore you even believed that He died for you. pray, keep PUSHing-Pray Until Something Happens and i only can tell you my experiences to in a way help you. you also told me that you are happy when you see other christians being blessed by God but you didn't want that in you. never give up, dont care about why some people are so passionately raising their hands to worship the Lord but you didn't have that feeling. dont care why you couldn't feel God. this is when faith comes in. God puts you in this test just to test your perseverance. then persevere! for when you succeeded, you can feel this amazing joy in your heart given by our heavenly Father's mercy and grace. i care for you my girl, and really dont wish to see you turning away from God. God please help her.. i dunno how to comfort or give her any solution too. pray that the Lord will give you troubles in your life that you can learn to lean on Him. =) Lord, help her to be touched by Your love.. =)