don't deserve

wow so many things happen during the weekend and today!!
sat!
ok went out with joanne to buy the awesome cap for josh! haha and we looked really cute with yeah..oh well haha then we went to cine to buy josh's cap which is branded ok..ok then we went to charlene's house and joanne and i made a total embarrassing scene on the bus and it was totally hilarious!! HAHA ok i think only we would laugh..cause we are super retarded, oh btw joanne is retard and i am retarded! cause my cell girl told me that retarded is the past tense of retard so i was a retard but now joanne is! haha i can expect unexpected things when i am with her haha! ok then we celebrated josh's birthday! and i think i am super smart! cause to surprise josh i decided to do a pair prayer so that when josh closed his eyes to pray then we can off all the lights and sing happy birthday to him!! oh but in the end thank God he offered to go toilet, oh well not offered but he did went toilet so we hurry rush everything and ta da!! happy birthday to dear josh who just turned twenty! :)HAHAHA i just got this thing about turning twenty haha which isn't very publishable haha..what kind of word..HAHA

sun!
woke up super early to go for ballet performance which turns out that the audience is probably about less than thirty? so pathetic.. :( oh and the MC is some superstar but dunno his name..and i just realise what kinda style i like!! HAHA :) hehehehe oh well, ok then went for service halfway! ok and then bryson and i set off from g1 to meet yixian and rafael and ate subway my fav love it to the max! :) oh and i like working with the three of them cause we realise that we are actually DISC! like yixian is a D, I am an I, rafael is an S and bryson is a C! so cool right! haha and sometimes its like really funny working with them! like many things happen on mon at bryson's house!

mon!
cause like we would laugh at rafael's lousy hokkien HAHAHAHA pig's trotters! and laugh at how super duper neat bryson is! and yixian's intelligence in which she said that she's born with it! HAHA..ok i guess alot of inside joke..oh well, they are just a super nice bunch of awesome ppl! :)oh and bryson's house is really cool and the cool thing is also of the paintings in his house that amazes rafael and bryson's super cute jack russell called blank-co! and we tried the bubble tea that we made and although it taste quite nice but errr..appearance wise..HAHA..but its a really fun experience! :) oh oh and i finally found someone who loves milo with raw egg and that is bryson's brother, bradley! cause like all of my friends find it gross but in a way its my family's tradition so i love it! :) haha so overall we've been quite slack though..and i still feel really bad that i kinda abandoned them..but they are very nice.. which makes it even worse..so thanks to bryson yixian and rafael! :) sry to ps you guys! everything would be fine as long as its in God's hands! :) oh and i went to watch the spy next door which is pretty nice la..then i went to meet grace and ya and i just really wanna thank God for grace, her acceptance and her love which encourages me :)

i somewhat dunno what can make me see, what can make me understand. i guess, I don't assurance from man when I already have security in God :)

lengshan; inferior