He's all i need

this isn't the first time that i felt this way. though you might think its tough for you, probably you might consider think in my point of view..probably i should reflect on my actions in the past.. knowing that i've once hurt you..but what do you do when you are the victim or what have you done? take revenge? somehow i feel that you did it unknowingly and yet so innocently..now that i'm in your position that you were once in, i understand the pain, sadness and neglect. unfortunately, history has repeated itself. thinking back..how did we solve it? i suppose its time. the rest i couldn't remember and i dont wish to remember too..cause if not we'll quarrel and the whole thing will start over again.. i pray that i will not commit the same mistake again to you as well as to other people around me. i will drop everything, pull through it with a smile, hopefully a genuine one.. i am sure you wouldn't realise that such a minor thing would have affected me so much.. while you are still in your confused state and your "i just dont wanna care" world, i just hope that we will both turn back time, to the time we used to be so happy and naive..somehow..

pulling me back to reality God has helped me understand that He's all i need and i need not care about whats going on. for my God's in control.. i am sure He'll bless us with great wisdom and pure love. thank God..

lengshan; growing strong