last day of may is a sunday!

great what a day.
honeypi came and nice talk with her. and what weird demonic stuff we have, but russell still the ultimate one, despite joanne's rainbow wallet and my awesomely cute bag. :) was totally so restless during service, was deciding which one to go, study or global prayer.. didn't know what to do until grace helped me greatly and so i went to study. oh street e was.. fun yes, but thats not the main point cause this time it felt so different. phui and i shared to this guy and his response really shocked me. throughout the conversation, he kept looking down, definitely not interested but since he was waiting for the bus so might as well listen to us.. then when we invited him to come to church this sunday, his eyes like suddenly brighten and immediately asked "where?". we both were shocked at his response. initially when we walked up to him, it somehow felt that he was too scary to approach but we just went and i thank God we did, knowing that after that experience, everyone no matter how scary deserves to hear what an amazing thing we have to share! =)

oh and today i was really happy cause i saw loser #1! so unexpectedly! it was then then i knew that she stayed near me.. so cool! i love playing the "loser bang" with her! awww.. i missed dance.......NJID rocks!
so late tmr have chinese As and i am still blogging.. thats bad.. i really need God's grace tmr cause the nj km is down when i seriously needed it.. =(

lengshan; different

that form of reassurance

revival service really gave me a new light to things, and definitely the way God works. This year's revival service, I wanted to be revived. last year, as a leader I know that I should be praying for the girls which well I did. But this year, many things have been happening so I seriously think I needed a form of reassurance from God. So I focus on God this time and not the people around me, including my girls. I tried and I tried to focus on God, having in mind that if I myself is not revived, how can i pray for people. but I have no idea why during that worship I was so distracted, simply couldn't concentrate at all.. just then, my girl standing beside me fall onto her knees. my mind was telling me to keep focusing on God and helping myself to find that reassurance that I wanted. but my heart kept looking down at her and urging me to pray for her. still, I had that thought that I need to focus on God first before I start praying for her. I struggled so hard that I finally couldn't take it and I asked God what am I suppose to do.. I stood there quiet and listened of which then He spoke. of course it wasn't the answer that I wanted but I just ying zhe tou pi and do it. I seriously have no idea what God has planned or wanted, but I just knew that in the midst of me praying for her, she didn't cried but I did. and I finally understand what God had wanted me to do. after that I just went down, so touched by the Holy Spirit. I have found that reassurance that God had planned, just that I didn't listen to Him initially. I felt peaceful after that and it really shook my heart. Thank God! =) I never knew that the Holy Spirit can speak through even praying for people, or I guess even anything. I just have to listen.

lengshan; reassured ><

it died with a glimpse of hope

geo lecture was one of the best despite the "weather" conditions haha..cause at least, its not thunderstorm whereby she would picked on us..thank God for the hot humid weather instead. next was maths lecture, and one of my fav teacher lectured us. I just realised that he cannot really lecture, haha cause he goes really fast. oh but this lecture was quite fulfilling cause the time went super fast too and amazingly, i endured a 3 hour math lecture not only without falling asleep but also wanted more after the time was up! how about that! HAHA i slept in the library then cause there's no chem lesson. then i went for dance which was okay.. nothing special. oh actually have..we played animal concentration as a dance group and it made me remembered yltc when we played animal concentration too.. miss those ppl so much! :*) and playing the bang bang game with loser #1 is really exciting cause she caught the game super fast and soon she was at my level already! but she's still loser #1. haha!

today is really memorable cause it marks the end of my phone's journey....... the last song that i heard was worship You alone.. after numerous tries of reviving it, i knew it didn't respond.. okay i sounded quite emo here. oh well, its an important date for my dearest phone. the last call i received was from ah ma h which has the highest record in my missed call list haha.. and the last message was really interesting as it comes from an unexpected person, phoebe. haha she mass sent everyone about her blog and I realised that her url was so familiar.. soon after quite some time, i realised it was so similar to my previous one.. cool.. this "secone" girl is really cute.. :) anyway i changed phone, back to the one my daddy gave me. Its so national day cause its red and white. once, i was wearing nj pe shirt and shorts which is red and white, carrying my red and white op bag with that phone in my hand and I was walking down orchard road. I felt alot of people staring at me. just then, i realised how interesting i look, probably i should just stick a singapore flag on my bag and i would look perfect.. hahahaha what an amazing experience! :)

oh well, tmr i suppose and i hope there would be no school.. =) ya wishful thinking, still have to mug.. oh but I am starting to endure my morning travelling experience. with a prayer list in my hands, i was too tired and didn't wanna follow that routine so with only two of them in mind, I prayed that the Lord will take care of my two girls whom one is my primary school best friend while the other is my girl and really praying hard that she will one day open her heart, to the cell and to me too.. sometimes i feel like I'm quite useless as a cm.. but I know that as long as I try my best to follow God's instructions, I'll be cool.. yay praise and give thanks to the Lord always! =)

lengshan; miss her phone =(

focus on God's purpose

went out for breakfast with mummi and it was really cool cause we actually drank fruit juice first before we eat our food. haha being with mummi really encourages me to go healthy so thats good. :) walking around chinatown, the things that were sold there were like ying you jin you though they aren't very nice..oh and i bought something for my friend whose birthday is next month, how fast of me. oh and while we were travelling, i practised my chinese oral by relating my experience in working at jurong birdpark to her in chinese. wah its really difficult and i really stutter alot and had alot of blanks cause i dunno how to say this and that in chinese. i really need to brush up.. if not i would just kiss my aim goodbye..just love being with mummy, she's the best and cutest mummy in the whole wide world..!

there's saltshakers cell at night at aaron place and believe it, i reach at 8.45. I knew i would take that long, but i have no idea why i just went. I just felt this urge to go and I'm glad i went. Today Ivan taught the lesson, and ironically he didn't. cause dont have alot of connection to Daniel. haha
looking at the purpose of our suffering, taking joy in it, and not asking "why is this happening to me, God?" are what i had learnt. God has the liberty to do anything with our lives, but yet He all did it with a purpose, a purpose for us to grow, a purpose in mind that actually we have the abillity to overcome it thats why God placed us in such tough situations. Its really difficult to give thanks when we are bombarded with all the worse and as if we are in the most unfortunate event ever. But i guess we will all have to lay everything down, seek God's purpose for us with understanding, letting Him have the Lordship of our lives, taking that leap of faith and follow His ways. Everytime we would ask God to take over our lives and be the Lord of our lives, but only words do not do, lets act it out. We shall let Him take charge of our sufferings and the following steps that we decide to take. its really an awesome cell, where I really gained input, after all the output that we have given to our kids, lets continue to shine for God! really thankful that He gave everyone of us everyone of us and always have this opportunity to learn and gained support from one another!

lengshan; a saltshaker ><

do not be afraid :D

God says.. "do not be afraid" and this didn't only appear once in the His word. It appears 365x (maths), three hundred and sixty five times (general paper), san bai liu shi wu ci (hua yu), 13 "nic" +1=365 (chemistry), $365 (economics), the earth has 365 days to make a revolve around the sun (geography). see, God made sure every subject that you take has 365 reasons not to be afraid, everyday of your life :D

P.S i think the chem and econs part are quite lousy.. hehe sry couldn't think of any but just so you know that God is always with you! :D

sweet tweety!

i just realise this connection between dance and me, the challenges of it i am pretty willing to bear. the joy after i had conquered it stays. oh i am so happy that you bled cause you are one of the few i have given my cute and precious plaster to.. so willing and glad.. ><

lengshan; only your passerby

where we truly belong

where we belong =)

There is no height or depth
Neither life nor death
That can take me from all that I find
Here now in Your Glory Lord

No other powers or love
The things of now or to come
There's nothing on earth in this life
That could ever separate us Lord

Your Love is never ending
To your hands we surrender
Where all our sins are washed away
Your Grace beyond reason
Has paid for our freedom
We're made alive in You

We run to Your Throne
Where we belong
Every heart will sing
That Jesus is Lord
Casting all else aside
For the joy of our Christ
Let Your Glory fall
Our hearts are filled with Your Fire