do not love the world

1 John 2:15
Do not love this world nor the things it offers you, for when you love the world, you do not have the love of the Father in you.

how easy to love the world when we take pride in our achievements and possessions. achievements in exams, cca may satisfy you for the time being but it can never satisfy you forever. once you get too proud of these worldly things, you are getting too comfortable with where God has placed you. so dont get too overwhelmed with what you've had on earth but wait for what God can and has already offered to you, you just have to make a choice. when you get too happy with your life, come out of your comfort zone for God.
thank God for the trials and sufferings which has helped me to depend on Him more and more each day.. :)

lengshan; not loving the world

to mr hokkien friend-ss

haha i bet you dont need to wonder why i called you this name cause i guess you are the only one who is able to speak that better than me.. okay nvm.. though i was really "honoured" knowing that i can finally know.. but after you told me that your (okay i dunno what is that in hokkien) was almost one year old, i was like so boiling!!! arghhh!!! i feel so cheated! i guess if the "whole lot of us" know about this, they are just so going to kill you which i think what i WILL this sunday. you are so dead. but i am forgiving..i hope.. haha i just feel so obliged posting this man..

perhaps you shouldn't have told me cause i can hardly keep secrets so you must always remind me.. haha pi4 beet4 sealed =)

lengshan; shhh.. ><

animals' purpose on earth

God made every animal for a purpose, every creature unique in the song that it sings.

if i were a penguin, i would sing a love song for You.
if i were an owl, i would pray secretly just to You in the night.
if i were a giraffe, i would stretch my neck to reach for You.
if i were a horse, i would run the race for You.
if i were a squirrel, i would collect all the nuts for You.
if i were a woodpecker, i would heal all Your trees.
if i were an eagle, i would soar with You in the skies.
if i were an elephant, i would stomp in triumph for You.
if i were a fish, i would bubble a heart to You.
if i were a kangaroo, i would hop right into You.
if i were a bunny, i would make easter my favourite day.
if i were a bee, i would give you all my honey.
if i were a lion, i would save my loudest roar for You.
if i were a koala bear, i would not want to let go of You.
Praise You God of earth and sky and sea. Praise You amazing God.

lengshan; awestruck

my "L" clinque

yay tomorrow is labour day!! haha its kinda yimin's birthday =) awww... why? long history which i would be more than willing to share. my nj clique super cute, cause the five of us have cool L names..! =) eunice, lengshan, vivien, yimin, zhi ying.
eunice-Later. she is always late for school (last week twice, tsk tsk) and her reaction is always the slowest haha.
vivien-Lamer. she's always the lame one and "lame" would be like her kou tou chan haha.
yimin-Labourer. eating our meals with seats, must really seriously owe it to our labourer who never fails to rush to canteen and help us chop seats. sometimes when i am less lazy i will rush down with her if not i would feel guilty. so labourer, have fun on labour's day haha.
zhiying-Loser. i would always feel very bad calling such a sweet and fragile girl loser cause her name happens to be just the exact opposite. so origin of her name is.. the direct translation of her name is only win (zhi ying). so being jealous, she cannot always win, must lose so she owns the title loser haha.
lengshan-L_ _ _. haha not saying. clue: the most honest name haha. last year because of this, i would have to pay 10 cents can you imagine!! arghh!!
i really would enjoy our breaks together. one of the few nice things about nj =)

lengshan; honest ><

when i see you

its really strange..when there's something occupying your heart, nothing seems to be able to get in, not matter how much you want to have the best of both worlds. it can just never happen. in the past when i see you i would simply joke with you happily and my reaction is always fast, you know it. but now, my point of view of you might have changed unknowingly. i would tend to look for you almost every moment whenever i am out of the classroom. just when i finally found what i am looking for, my reaction became super slow and i was just stunned and expressionless. i tried running back to where i used to be, but all ways i have failed to return to that feeling. time and conscious effort can help and will help so press on, like a levels which i am so looking forward. cause i just wished it could end like tmr, then everything will be just so nice. out of school i am free from you, and probably that help solve everything. yay. God will always be where i am running to. =)

lengshan; running back

live happy

though this is really old but somehow it just makes so much sense no matter whether you are sad or happy..for it just reminds us that we should

Dance as though no one is watching
Sing as though no one is listening
Love as though you've never been hurt
Live as though heaven is on earth

as much as we can.. when you find that all the unhappy stuff have come your way, push them away and live happily hehe... =) thank God for you ya..!

lengshan; happy

He's all i need

this isn't the first time that i felt this way. though you might think its tough for you, probably you might consider think in my point of view..probably i should reflect on my actions in the past.. knowing that i've once hurt you..but what do you do when you are the victim or what have you done? take revenge? somehow i feel that you did it unknowingly and yet so innocently..now that i'm in your position that you were once in, i understand the pain, sadness and neglect. unfortunately, history has repeated itself. thinking back..how did we solve it? i suppose its time. the rest i couldn't remember and i dont wish to remember too..cause if not we'll quarrel and the whole thing will start over again.. i pray that i will not commit the same mistake again to you as well as to other people around me. i will drop everything, pull through it with a smile, hopefully a genuine one.. i am sure you wouldn't realise that such a minor thing would have affected me so much.. while you are still in your confused state and your "i just dont wanna care" world, i just hope that we will both turn back time, to the time we used to be so happy and naive..somehow..

pulling me back to reality God has helped me understand that He's all i need and i need not care about whats going on. for my God's in control.. i am sure He'll bless us with great wisdom and pure love. thank God..

lengshan; growing strong