CNY day 2! =)

yay!! woke up and i felt so sleepy.. haha but thank God ian didn't kick me or sth if not i think i wouldn't have slept so peacefully.. then rush the three little pigs to do kumon then the whole morning cum afternoon we just keep playing 99! haha "eien" and " mr wel" and i keep killing then skip the kill and etc..!! haha our record was king, jack, king, jack, jack, king! so funny lah! simply love the 2 of them so much! then my second line cousins came, they were 4 boys and i seriously think that the third one looks like your brother but too bad his name is david.. haha..

then i went to charlene's house to meet the saltshakers who only joanne, russell, elsa, josh and char of course came.. =(so sad.. anyway char house was so super big and nice! looks super like hotel man! then we played "i have never" at char's place and everyone of us just keep aiming joanne!! haha! so lame and funny man! and our drinks were green tea followed by chocolate milk which joanne hates it! haha! anyway char has a younger brother whose name is andrew and he is so cute! cause suddenly he came up to us with the camera hanging around his neck and he asked if we wanted to take picture! haha the way he ask is so adorable and seriously he looks like a mini caleb! haha okay after which shortly we went joanne's house! but sadly char didn't go.. =( we took 190 there then cab from chua chu kang interchange cause joanne who looks like she is wearing stilts doesn't want to walk haha.. so after we reached her house, we taught russell how to play mahjong and then the four of us, elsa, joanne, russell and i played! yay! but elsa soon had to go of so joanne and i sent her to the mrt there.. and the walk there was like super dark and joanne and i ended off brisk walking back to her house lah.. on the way there, both of them were like complaining how much they are so restricted by their parents.. hmmm this is when i realised that i am very blessed.. so after we went back, joseph came and then we four played mahjong then bridge.. cause russell didn't know how to play then so we taught him.. haha the second round russell got the bid and the triumph shape was spade and then he called an Ace heart as his partner and joseph was just so shocked lah! haha so obviously its him! haha!!! then next we played "anus" taitee..haha their way of playing is so weird.. its like head, stomach, rectum and anus which is like so gross can.. and sth really weird happen.. when russell shuffled, he kept cursing my cards and then when i looked at my cards i had like less than 5 points so he would have to reshuffled again! then the second time its the same again! thats like so unfortunate for him man! so first round joanne then me then russell then joseph who was the anus so while he was giving out the cards, he "blessed" the card on my deck a 3, and it really did came out as a 3 lah! haha joseph really got the gift of prophecing man! haha then while we were going back home.. joanne went toilet, so i asked where is her room and joseph pointed and i walked in.. her room is like super messy lah!! haha but well.. then sth super super duper duper funny happen lah!!!!!!! haha it was so funny that we kept laughing and laughing and laughing non-stop man!!!!!!! haha it was an awesome night! but sadly school starts tmr.. =(

thot you would but well.. next time!

CNY day 1

it was so awesome!! =) first i went to my mummy there to bai nian then went to gan die's house for family gathering! we walked to buy kfc back then i taught them how to play 99 and went to ah ma house. she is so poor thing lah.. she gave me the "she's alone" and i felt so sorry.. somemore she also complained that she has headache.. hai.. next we took mrt to ah ma house..haha on the way, i suddenly realised how much wei siang had grown, for the better. he has become really more mature man! so proud to see that! =) we then came to ah ma house and played 99 again! haha we just keep killing one another and keep saying sorry to our victims!!! haha!! so lame lah! at night so many of us went to mac cause mummy is treating us to ice cream! the ppl who are yi, kor, chinyi, weisiang, jiayi, ian, anne, joel, johan, andrea and me! while we were on the way there..we saw roney! he is so cute and excited when he saw so many kids! haha then at macs we had a huge order and we just sat down to chill and chat and crack jokes which are super funny lah! haha..then we went to yi po's house and then went downstairs the badminton court there to play sparkles! so fun man! =) haha then the six of us slept together which is like super squezzy but haha we really had alot of fun shouting and screaming! awesome! really thank the Lord for cousins! they totally make my day! =)

well.. after which like around 12.20 you called.. dunno why i just had the feeling that i just wanna keep talking to you.. but we only talked shortly.. =( haha.. cannot wait..

To Know Your Name

The precious blood of Jesus redeems
Forgiven I'm alive restored set free
Your majesty resides inside of me
Forever i believe forever i believe
Arrested by Your truth and righteousness
Your grace has overwhelmed my brokenness
Convicted by your spirit led by Your word
You love will never fail Your love will never fail

I know Your gave
The world Your only son for us
To know Your name
To live within the Saviour's love
He took my place
Knowing He'll be crucified
You loved and
You loved a people undeserving

its such an awesome song which really shows how much we are being saved by God's grace and mercy and how much He loves us..

affection for God

you should have just went for the service today! everything that you needed, answers to why you are feeling this way were all answered by pastor ronald today. you told me your story yesterday and after that sermon, i must really tell you how much God loves you and that He has never forget or forsake you. He is always there watching over you and He is always taking care of you. through this sermon, you must really know that the Lord takes good care of you in every single way. will always be praying for you my dear.. =)

oh another thing..its about twelf cell..i attended honeypi's cell and the cell was quite huge, has a total strength about 15? joel and ian were there too! =) and i am very surprised!! joel actually knew quite a number of bible stories and he answered them really well! so proud of him man! okay initially the cell was pretty quiet but near to the end, minyang shared about the end times and also about loving God. he gave analogy, if your best friend or someone really close to you were to ask you out but you were halfway completing level 13 on your psp game. imagine what if you were to ask the person to hold on until you completed it? this shows that you love the psp more than that person. he also gave us some time to think of this question: what do you think about the second coming of Jesus? issit good or bad? why good or why bad? it really makes me pondered alot..for me, i am afraid that i might get left behind..then he said that in this case, we should do sth about it.. then for some people, they feel that the nearing of the second coming of Jesus is not a good thing. why? because they want to go university, get married, have a stable career, travel around, enjoy life etc..hence this shows that they love the worldly affairs and materials more than Jesus. are you like the case above? do you love Jesus more or the worldly desires more?
actually its just all about your choice.. how much do you love God, to the extent that you are willing to sacriface everything for Him?

saltshakers-third cell (worship and thank God always)

oh man!!! in the morning i was like totally in pain and seriously dont wish to go for even the reunion cell lunch. but then i had to cause i am the one buying the lao yu sheng. suppose to meet them at lakeside at 1 but i was half an hour late cause i was busy packing my room and really have difficulty walking. then we went to joanne house downstairs the pavillion there to sit and chill, played 99 and order macs. haha its really funny ordering macs!! i was the one who called. then after we ordered, the order was quite fast and it came real soon. when the delivery came, we realised that we were short of my small ice lemon tea so ivan suggest that we called them back and demand our drink. but yet.. they make me wait for 4 mins plus.. arghhh my phone bill... =( i kinda just make a comment and told them that its 4 mins already then ivan took the phone and was like scolding them so solemnly like "do you know how much time we have waited? it is the phone bill you know and i am very dissatisfied with your service...". i felt so guilty and bad lah!! then russell and joanne was just like laughing can!! and i tried to tell ivan not to be so bad but he didn't relent!! okay but i think it was quite funny too.. then joseph came and it started to drizzle and we went to his house for cell. and halfway through when we were doing worship, the delivery came and elsa and ivan couldn't have full-time worship.. =( okay then ivan taught daniel lesson 3. after which cause ivan and elsa didn't have time for worship in the end we did a after-cell worship!!! and it was so awesome and nice! cause russell which has a very nice guitar he says was just playing random songs.. we sang shine Jesus shine first cause joanne wants it. then russell just randomly played from the inside out and it was so beautiful.. just worshipping the Lord in such a manner. then i requested for to know Your name and it was so nice.. so fantastic.. ivan love that song in the past too he said and lastly we sang i adore which brings the worship to a great and wonderful end. =) this worship is really really really nice..i think next time we should have it more often lah!! hahaha josh suggested that we should just have worship for cell! =) oh and uncle dave came into the room! then i suddenly remembered that he was joseph's father!!! hahaha he's really funny.. then we ended cell by teaching joanne how to play "i've got peace like a river" with the left hand and with two hands! hahaha and josh honeypi and i managed to finish the whole song eh!!! wah we are simply pros.. but all honour to God since He is the one who created our hands! =) oh haha and russell's new name is russella since all the rest of the CMs have an a in our name except him haha..then we went downstairs to lao yu sheng and then took a very funny photo hahaha.. today's cell is really awesome! just love the saltshakers so deeply..!!! =) God is really awesome and i feel really blessed to have saltshakers by God... thank You Lord for giving me saltshakers.. =)

YOUR GLORY GOES BEYOND ALL FAME =)
i was the one who broke it, but SALTSHAKERS are the ones who mend it =)

help from God

we had a long chat.. really long.. thru that chat you told me that you are heartless, you were immune and that you were not touched by Christ redemptive work. it is okay, because i am sure this is what the devil is trying to put you into. i am really worried and speechless when you said all these things to me because i have never had friends who weren't touched by Christ redemptive work, furthermore you even believed that He died for you. pray, keep PUSHing-Pray Until Something Happens and i only can tell you my experiences to in a way help you. you also told me that you are happy when you see other christians being blessed by God but you didn't want that in you. never give up, dont care about why some people are so passionately raising their hands to worship the Lord but you didn't have that feeling. dont care why you couldn't feel God. this is when faith comes in. God puts you in this test just to test your perseverance. then persevere! for when you succeeded, you can feel this amazing joy in your heart given by our heavenly Father's mercy and grace. i care for you my girl, and really dont wish to see you turning away from God. God please help her.. i dunno how to comfort or give her any solution too. pray that the Lord will give you troubles in your life that you can learn to lean on Him. =) Lord, help her to be touched by Your love.. =)

family

on thu i in a way pon pe... =( cause my pe class only have two classes, my class and the other unknown class. the ppl from my class only happens to be only 3 persons and because lynn has maths test later so she said that she wont want to go for the test in a sweaty state hence she didn't go for pe..so left eunice and i.. at first we dunno our class but we just went to change. we then saw our class people in the toilet but after we came out, they were all gone and realise that they were running already!! we were so puzzled, somemore we didn't see our pe teacher. so we just waited there and in our hearts we really dread pe and were extremely reluctant to go. so we just took this excuse that we couldn't find the teacher so we went off. but in my heart, i felt so guilty.. =( okay then i went to ps to meet my three little pigs and ah hua yiyi and ian who joined us later on. she suggested we go watch movie so we watched inkheart which was quite nice.. hahaha i gave credit for brenda fraser cause i simply love his shows yay! =) going out with the five of them is really nice... =) dunno why also but i just love to spend endless random time with my family.. they are really so dear to me, so much that everytime i see them, i would wanna hug and kiss them.. the kids are simply God's creation, so awesome, so perfect.. after that i went to meet ah gong and ya and i was late for half an hour lor... wah the bus took about 15 mins to come then the journey wasn't short either.. and i think ya was quite upset about it.. sry..we talked alot for dinner especially ya.. hahaha she has like a whole long script to recite. haha we went jack's place to eat and we agreed to GD but in the end ah gong paid everything! then we went to queensway shopping centre's mac to sit and talk hahaha about NYR. then after which we went home already.. the talks we had are truly awesome! haha hope to have more of these in future! =)

on fri.. i met ya and we went back to stc to visit ppl. but it seems like we were the only oldies who went back lah.. manage to see tiffanie, shobana, joyce, ms lee, mrs elangovan and mrs low but not tian hui! i miss tian hui so much! =) will come back to see my little girls on thu! yay! =) then we went to vivo to meet denise beatrice and phui to watch a movie. hahaha we decide and digress and decide and vote and digress to see whether we want to watch inkheart or love matters. the thing is phui dont want to watch inkheart and i watched before already so we both wanted to watch love matters instead. so in the end, our decision was based on a coin. we flipped and in the end we watched inkheart. haha its not so bad.. like brenda fraser! =) and because of certain reasons, i was super moody the whole night. then phui and i accompany ya to cell. when we reached church we saw estelle kenneth and matthew! i felt very emo so kenneth let me pen down my thots on the paper which really helps. i was like tearing already but i still managed to control cause didn't wanna break down in front of them mah.. and ya bought me choco pie thanks thanks! then i went home and saw my brother on the com. when i came into the room again, i saw him just listening to my music! that is like so awesome!!!!!!! =) cause he knows that the songs in my phone are all christian music! yay awesome God's awesome power has almost touched him! =) then i just sat there with him listening to the music.. =)

family is really important, i really wanna thank God for giving me such an awesome family.. =)