moment by moment

1 June
If ever you're feeling low, down and away from God, P-U-S-H, pray until something happens.

1 June
We live not merely for ourselves but for the honour of the One who made us to worship and enjoy Him forever! life is short, live for God!

6 June
God is larger than the events that seem to contradict God's goodness. God is always in control behind the scenes.

7 June
"My little children, let us not love in word or in tongue, but in deed and truth." What we say is significant to a watching world only if its consistent with what we do. As we tell ppl about Christ's love, those words will communicate powerfully if surrounded by acts of love and kindness. Actions do speak louder!

2 July
Imagine, then, how it must grieve God when we ignore Him. Think of how His heart of love just break when, despite the fact that He dwells within us through the Holy Spirit, we act as if He's not there. Or consider how He must have felt when His guidelines contained in the Bible He gave us are ignored. Lets be careful not to ignore God. In ways large and small, lets keep Him in our thoughts moment by moment. We do that by reading the inspired writings He has given us; by spending time in prayer and listening for His still, small voice; by thinking about His presence; by serving others in His name.

12 July
The Bible calls the pursuit of more stuff "greed". The "good life" cannot be found in things. Instead of seeking our security by acquiring "more stuff", may we find satisfaction by investing our resources, knowledge and lives in and for His Kingdom.

14 July
Happy moments Praise God
Difficult moments Seek God
Quiet moments Worship God
Painful moments Trust God
Every moment Thank God

18 July
A man's heart plans his way, but the Lord directs his steps. Our view of life is restricted by our humanness, but we can trust ourselves to the One who has unlimited view! We see in, God sees the whole!

24 July
Be angry and do not sin. But most often our anger comes from our own self-interest and pride. If our temper gets the best of us, can we lose control of what we say and do. Let nothing be done through selfish ambition or conceit, but in lowliness of mind. When a person's temper gets the best of him, it often reveals the worst of him.

27 July
Instead, He reminds us that when it comes to caring for the minds and hearts of others, we can't rely on human ingenuity and muscle. What we really need is the wisdom of God. Without being quarrelsome or arrogant, the Lord's servant must use gentleness and patience. A blend of truth and grace in the presence of danger is more than self-protection. It illustrates for others the heart of the One we are urging them to embrace. Use caution and grace when straightening out someone who has strayed!

1 August
The joy is not in the presence of pain but in the knowledge that God is using our pain to refine us and make us better, not bitter. If we embrace adversity, then we'll learn what we should know, our grief will turn into gain. God chooses what we go through, we choose how we go through it.

3 August
Some people are like that with God. They run away from Him in fear. They don't know that He loves them and richly provides them with everything for their enjoyment. Nothing is more powerful to engage our affection than to find that we are [loved by] One who is altogether lovely. How must this astonish and delight us; how must it overcome our fear and melt our hearts. God's love is the perfect love that "casts out fear". Your loving Heavenly Father never takes His eyes off you!

6 August
God has sometimes wanted us to share our faith with someone we didn't know very well, or to give an offering that was far beyond what we usually give, or to confront someone about a situation. While we stretch our spiritual muscles, we may feel discomfort. But God assures us, "My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness". When you boldly step out in faith and obedience to God, you may be surprised at how a "good stretch" can strengthen your spiritual life! Our faith stretched by exchanging our weakness for God's strength.

those above were found in my phone last year, how nice.. :)

lengshan; MT

secrets credits

those really important:
-spongebob squarepants
-woodstock
-garfield
-pig
-violet
-big air
-star
-SA
-skipping rope
-caramel
-tazmanian
-astro
-butterfly
-flower
-coke
-bookworm
-touchy
-wushu
-filled room
-hilter
-underground dream

30th august

what's the most hurtful thing?
what will then make you tear on the spot?
what will make you keep thinking
until you just can't concentrate?
what will make you miss the person so much
yet you just don't want to see the person again?
what will you make you keep
looking to the future,
knowing that you will see nothing?

I thought I've learned my lesson
but the fact is, I haven't
here I am
trying my best not to think about it
but you're influencing me
wrong, it just feels so wrong

nothing beats a loved one leaving

lengshan; weird weird auntie and soya bean

tired of trying

i am falling
why do you think that your problems are always so big
why do you always think that you understands me or that i would tell you things first hand
you always get wrong with the things involving me
is studies really that important
you are the elite in your school
and i am probably the worse off in mine
i just cannot understand how is yours more tired more stressful
we have been friends for so long
and when others can tell why can't you
you dont even know where i poured my feelings to
you dont even ask
and this I am sure.

i realise as much as i wanted to let out my feelings, i can't, i can't continue talking like this about you. i tried hard to cover how i really feel and find ways to motivate you and make you at least a little happier. when i have succeeded, here you come telling me that you don't wish. i was so excited for it, but when you've said this this last minute, i feel so tired..tired of seeing you tired when i tried so hard.

but thank God for elv..she somehow always knew what was on my mind regardless of our age difference. i need not say anything and she is just always there to remind me things here and there.. thank God for her, this complementary base of me. even though she is a real bad comforter, but i love her effort and her sincerity. i love her dearly and i mean it.. i need to sort things out, asap.

lengshan; exhausted

i love my girls!

friday cell was splendid, it was so awesomely fun!! lesson wasn't uploaded so I didn't really know what to do. at first we were thinking of canceling cell but i wanna go for cell so I just went ahead, thinking of playing games, though had no idea what games to play. met tiffy first for a short study session before cell and shortly after feli came and joined us and then we went to cheers to eat bei bei mian! oh and I've also bought a packet of chips HAHA for origami purposes! so exciting! oh then tiffy suggested blind mice, what an old game.. haha cause the last time i played it was when I was in primary 3? haha and I kinda got phobia cause once I hit myself on the wall real hard. and tiffy led worship solo, so proud of her! after challenging them to do the finding bible names test we played blind mice! haha using beatrice's tight which was abit gross but we still wore. denise was our first blind mice and she's so super funny!!! she started crawling about the room aimlessly.. like totally in a lost.. SUPER FUNNY! haha this girl's action really gave us alot of laughter! i guess probably after 20 mins she finally caught tiffy. and this one is even more comical! tiffy was really fast as she swung her hands in the air, doing like the wave-like thing and it almost seemed like she knew where denise was and she kept chasing denise and denise just kept running! they both ran in circles!! HAHA gosh that was the funniest moment i have seen! HAHA i'm laughing like crazy even when typing now! haha its like one mice chasing another mice! then tiffy caught feli! and it was really funny cause in the end we ended the game because feli hit her head on the wall.. so poor thing.. hope she's alright! we were so noisy and loud that we actually disturbed the board meeting.. oops.. haha but indeed it was really really fun!! haha i guess old games are really memorable! oh and because of this we would be having games for every cell.. yeah this is just so awesome! and after the girls' exams we will be having a picnic after service! i just cannot wait!! this is the best cell we've ever had!! ") love my girls!

lengshan; shash girl ")

for that day

I was looking for something, yet, i was too hurt, so so so hurt, and it just can't be explain, i dunno why..sooner or later i would get numbed. I tried to smile and laugh as much as i can, but the opposite just keep flowing and i hate it. i really hope i could smile genuinely again, thats when hopefully this cringe in my heart would be totally gone..

lengshan; :'(

its 31st July 12 pm :D

i love the comment that my mummy gave
and i will continue to persevere on.. i would!
oh well, i try at least..

hey! i am glad you have reached there safely!
take care! :D

lengshan; honoured!